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Standing in Need of Prayer

Jun
23rd
2010

I am, yes I am. Tomorrow is a scan, i dont know what kind, either MRI or soft tissue scan of neck. 10 AM. Tony is taking me. These results will with the results of the other scan give doctors direction for the next step.

I am at times an emotional basket case. Last night was fairly awful. I feel like i dont even know who i am these days. Or what i am trying to recover for. I hate crying because it worsens the phlegm and the disgusting taste in my throat… the burning sensation on edges of my tongue. Last night, when it hit me that what i needed was armies of prayer… i had this entire post written. And now it all seems like a baby whining. I am a writer and i cannot even communicate the depths of my despair in anything but broad generalities. I know who i believe in. I know that the God who began this journey with us so many months ago will never fail me nor forsake me… but right now, well I cant seem to overcome this blackness.

I also know that i am loved by many people. I can list so many blessings and riches in my life. but i stand here…. needing prayer.

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8 Responses to “Standing in Need of Prayer”

  1. June 23rd, 2010 at 10:17 pm
    Melly

    Oh, Beth. My heart aches for you. I am praying for you. God is with you and he is holding you in his mighty arms. You ARE so loved and your blessings are plentiful. I pray you know the peace of sleep tonight and that you awake tomorrow to a new light, a new hope. I love you and my prayers are for you tonight.

  2. June 24th, 2010 at 6:45 am
    Rainer

    Will be there in spirit, the army is ready!

  3. June 24th, 2010 at 9:03 am
    Lois Grebowski

    Sending big loving hugs and prayer your way. I cannot begin to imagine how you feel right now. I’m hoping that by the time my comment finds you, your scan is completed, a plan of action is in force, and that the uncertainty and despair are a memory…

    Thank you for honoring us to pray for you.

  4. June 24th, 2010 at 10:08 am
    Tammy Amodeo

    Words seem inadequate right now…to know what to say to you..to try to encourage you. You’ve been so brave and have endured so much more than the rest of us can even imagine. I am proud of you. Beth, I pray that God will lift you above the blackness and that you will sense His presence today like never before.

  5. June 24th, 2010 at 12:15 pm
    Melinda

    Mommy, thanks for posting this. Praying without ceasing for all of this. Love you and I wish I could be there now to help and comfort and hug and hold.

    Miss you and love you!!

    Gal 4:6
    Heb 10:23

  6. June 24th, 2010 at 3:18 pm
    angie

    I’m leaning on “. . .Him who is able to do IMMEASURABLY more than we can ask or imagine. . . ”

    And I’ve got a very cool and ambitious imagination. How ’bout you?

    Love you…..

  7. June 25th, 2010 at 12:13 pm
    the non blood favoUrite

    It was so good to see you the other day. Know that we’re praying.

  8. June 25th, 2010 at 11:06 pm
    Melly

    Pics on my blog!!! :)

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