Back to the Future
Mar
27th
2010
I| have been thinking about the past and the future quite a bit…. things we used to do, things i used to do…. things i hope to do again soon…
the pain has been intense today… and i am struggling trying to figure out good timing with the doses, darn tired of being so tired…. but before i get too busy complaining….
I am grateful for a God who wishes to make himself known to me, for a lovely welcoming home, for home health care nurses, for friends who engage me, for Jenni and Walker, Texas Ranger… of so many things.
Becky said to me, the other day in words that blessed me immeasurably… she said, “you are a writer already.” Those words have carried me through some tough hours.
I did by the way update the Matzoh Project today and that feels satisfying.
Melly
You ARE a writer already. Big hugs from Michigan!!!
Tammy Amodeo
Sorry to hear that the pain worse again Beth. Hope today is much better.
angie
I’m so sorry things have been painful….I keep praying that, although we assume there will be pain, you’ll have those “pockets of grace” where the pain subsides and you’re able to just enjoy the peace. I’d say that you’d get to enjoy the “quiet,” but with all those kids. . .it’s 45, right?
There’s probably not much “quiet” around your house.
O, how I would love to be part of the noise. . .
Lorraine
I love this title!
Sometime in the future you will think of “things you used to do” like going to Winnipeg, visiting certain doctors, sleeping downstairs, getting radiation…You’ll be the comforter for someone else saying, “Now when I was going through chemotherapy…”
I’m excited for you to do some of those things you miss again soon.
I love you!
Stephanie
Hi Beth!
YOu are a true encouragement to me! I miss you terribly, in fact I miss thunder Bay a whole lot! If I could I would cry right now but i’m at work!
I pray that God would take hold of you where he would reveal himself to you day and night through darkness and throught he immesurable blessings in your life! I praise him for you and for shinning through you. Thank you for your message on my blog. As easter is coming, I sense a huge change in heart, in mine, in yours in Paul’s in your family and I know that Easter is to reveal the Freedom that Christ has given us in dying on the Cross for us and of course that he conquered death al together!
I love you sooo much and miss you terribly!
With the Love of Christ
Steph
Dana
Hi mama Beth,
I’m so glad you liked the meal, just know I’m phone call away anytime and if I plug my nose I can make anything!! I’ll even try out some pioneer woman sometime. I’m praying fervently for you, I love you and hope to hear about how well you’re feeling in the next few days!
We’ll be home on Sunday. Did I tell you that I’m FLYING to LA in May? I haven’t told Melinda yet, but I’m OH SO EXCITED!!! I just have to get over this fear…crazy fear.
I’m also getting called in to document a delivery of a dear dear friend of mine (out here in Calgary) who is being induced right now. I’m so excited for that too.
When I get home, can we do our photo shoot?
Melinda
I am EXCITED Dana is coming!! I just need to know more info. And what Lorraine wrote blessed me, because one day we will look back and it will be behind us. It’s happened before and God is faithful to do it now. Love you.