October 8, 2011
Thunder Bay, Ontario

It’s been a year since Beth died.   There remains a certain numbness.

I'd like to share a short video.  I produced this video... partly as a personal memorial... but more so, as a means of grief (for myself).   I found, over the passing months, I was spending a lot of time viewing and reviewing photos of Beth… interspersed with hours of playing guitar.  After a while, I decided to spend some of this time combining these two compulsions into something more creative.  I guess you would call it a song… albeit, an unsung song… or perhaps, more accurately... a poem... a poem which brings together guitar and photos.  

The pencil sketch was done by Beth. It was the inspiration for this video. I found the sketch on my computer when I was looking for additional photos of her.  I remember she told me she sketched this by freezing onscreen a frame of a video clip I had sent her. It was a clip of me playing a song I’d written for her and had sent to her at a time when we were separated by many miles.  So, this a bit of a full-circle thing... as her sketch has inspired me to write...

When teardrops fall,

Tony

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